relax ..

0k .. mse utk relax .. skg da pkl 2.10 a.m .. 30/10/2011 ..ahad suda .. blk asrma ~ hmm , spnjg hmpir setahun ak d0k kt asrma , mcm2 bnde yg ak da lalui .. sume ni da mnguatkn diri ak utk pegi lbey jauh .. ni bru pmulaan .. byk lg yg ak kne lalui .. hmm , mmg byk bnde bru bg ak spnjg ak d0k kt asrma ni .. actually , bez ke xd0k asrma ni ? hmm , xtau la cmne ak nk jwb s0alan tu .. kdg2 bez , kdg2 x .. yg pst , kt asrma ni mmg byk mslh yg bkaitan dgn kwn .. yela , kt asrma ni kn 24 jam ngn kwn .. mmg la byk mslh .. tp kt asrma ni mmg mcm2 ad .. rmai yg nngs sbb byk sgt dugaan n cabaran d0k kt asrma .. tp yg pling mngjutkn ak , kt asrma la first time ak tgk dak laki yg da belasan tahun menangis ! ak xsgke dak laki yg 0rg kate eg0 n em0 b0le nngs dpn dak2 pmpuan .. tp dlm keadaan cm tu , ak phm npe dy nngs .. pape pn , rmai 0rg rndu k0 .. especially , alif .. dy rndu k0 sgt2 .. da bpe kali alif nngs dpn ak sbb k0 .. dy slalu dgr lgu yg k0 ske dlm mp3 ak .. b0le dkatekn tiap2 ari alif dgr mp3 ak sbb nk dgr lgu2 yg k0 ske n lgu2 yg ad kaitan ngn k0 .. mmg dy rndu k0 sgt2 .. hmm , mmg ssh ble kte xde kwn kt asrma .. bygkn la .. nk g surau ngn spe , nk g mkn ngn spe , nk g sk0la ngn spe , nk blk sk0la ngn spe , nk g prep ngn spe n mcm2 lg la ..tp skg ni mmg ssh nk cri kwn yg btl2 ikhlas n ske kwn ngn kte .. pelik kn ? npe mst cm tu ? s0 , kte kne la pndai cri kwn yg ssuai ngn kte .. jgn slh plih kwn .. mmg sgt2 BAHAYA klu kte slh plih kwn lg2 kt asrma .. ak da serik da .. da byk kali ak kne .. hrp2 ak dpt kwn yg btul2 jujur , ikhlas n ske kwn ngn ak .. AMIN .. 0k la .. da pkl 2.39 a.m .. nk td0 da .. take care .. salam :)